not fun...

today is not fun. i feel so sick to my stomach. this simple easy class is driving me insane.  i even just threw up and all i ate were cookies and an apple. i just got nauseous.  i want to smoke a joint but am afraid it'll mess w/my head since tomorrow is the final.  i'm really gonna make myself sick.

i did so well in contracts and i get it but when i review for this class it's like an entire diff world.  my friend/study partner told me today that the way i feel about this class is the way she felt about immigration law.  i was stressed w/that exam but it was my normal usual stress.  this stress is completely different. she said it was "scared." i guess. guess i'm scared that i'm not going to answer the questions correctly b/c i dont friggin get the man and his klingon speak. i just have to remember that during the exam, it's just black ink on a piece of paper which i have to respond what i know from the statute and not with what the professor grills me

anyway, dont know what to do. i want coffee, i want a rock star but i also just want to go to sleep and then just wake up when i wake up and review the stupid rules.

void title, voidable title, warranties, battle of the forms, SOF, interpretation, buyer's breaches, who bears the risk on deliveries, rights, remedies!

the sad thing is I GET IT!!! i learned 75% of this shit in contracts.  i just need to relax. everyone says "oh thats just the UCC." i just need to erase all the classroom time i've had w/that professor from my memory.  maybe then i'll be able to relax.  classroom time was not cool. not cool at all.

well, after tomorrow i have 3 wks off so if i log on to post it'll be a different me. a happy carefree maybe even positive loving life me.  we'll see. the way i feel it's like i'm gonna end up in the hospital w/a brain aneurysm.